Boom Boom

O shame, O shame

Must be the beer talkin'

My anger who will tame

Inner fear stalkin'

Walking this path of shame

Must be the pill talkin'

Who is to blame?

What hole did it fill?

Nightly shadows walking

Down the path of despair

Silent people talking

There is nothing to repair

O shame, O shame

For what is this pill?

Some bullshit persciption

It did not fill the darkness inside

You my friend

Came into my life

You my fiend

Came with a knife

Bullshit stories

Fake smiles

Bullshit glories

Hidden files

All that in head

Spinning around

You all are dead

Screaming in my head

Boom boom

Goes my heart

Some fine art

Boom boom

O shame, O shame

That was so lame

Bullshit pill

Did not fill

The pain

Is like the rain

Always to maintain

Hello friend

Hello my old friend insanity

Walking these dark corners

Where is my humanity

Talking shadows beyond borders

Smiling insanely

Reaching out

Dreaming outer worldly

Preaching madly

Slowly loosing my mind

Inside outside

Turning blind

Inside outside

Hello my old friend sanity

Walking these plains

Where is my inhumanity

Silenced trees dancing

Wild winds blowing

Rain drops falling

Fireflies glowing

People talking...

Taking another pill

Day after day

To fill that hole

Day after day

Is it designed to help

To save

Or just another perscribtion signed by the doc to make you shut up

Not that brave to ask

Hello insanity my old friend

Where is my humanity

Hello sanity my old friend

Where is my inhumanity

Star

Walking throught the night

Looking in the sky

Talking about the velvet dream

Hope we wont cry

Dancing in the rain

Dreaming of a better day

Wash away the pain

release me if you may 

Where are you my friend

Where have you gone?

You seemed like a fiend

What is wrong?

Last time we spoke

You sent me away

What was my crime

Are you that broke?

Wishing upon a star

Looking in the sky

Dancing in the far far away ceiling

With a fierce battle cry

Indifferent

You said you'll give a answer later
But you did not
Leaving me asking yet again
Decieving my mind

Why is it you find me
Only when you need something
And I yet again become blind
Do anything you ask of me

Tired of this bullshit
Light a smoke
My head gets dull of that shit
Off to a grand adventure I might go

Just to get away from this
Eyes light up
You are in my way
Turn around
It's this way
Let's have another round

This time it's me and then only others
Egomania to the finest
Light a smoke
Eyes widen
Extazy beyond my limit

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Cig

I light the cig
As I stand near the window
It is already night
All I hear is passion

Inhaling the smoke
Enjoying the view
Exhaling my hope
All high on meds

This is my passion
Broken down on meds
Catascrophical obsession
Just dont call the feds

I light my cig
Staring down the window
My heart aint that big
To make that leap

What a beautiful night
Ashes drop of the cig
What i see with my sight
Bashes through my might

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Me, myself and you

The breaker

The destroyer

The creator

And the holder

Always it is I

I am a brat

Always it is I

Just like a rat

I plan and I create

Then you leave

I destroy and I break

I think you deceive

But I'm wrong

Always a child

Always a father 

Holder of the pack 

They don't care

Nor they see

I see every time they care

Every time they help

But when it come to do it auto

They disappear

Is it hard to ask to take notice

Is it hard to ask me

Is it hard to be there for me?

Always 

It is I that creates, destroys, breaks and hold

The pack

A father

Yet a child inside that want attention just like you 

Night

Where is my mind?
Wandering my dreams
What will i find?
So dark it seems

Night in my dreams
So dark it seems
With my awful sight
I will seek light

Sleepy thoughts
Insane fights
Creepy thoughts
Nightly betrayals

Wandering these trails
Where is my mind
A train wrecked of its rails
Where is my mind
Make it rain

All this pain
Backstabing bitches
What will you all gain?
It itches to cut you off

Where is my mind?
So dark it seems
What will you find?
Backstab...

Viciouse cycle
Dreams
Night
Blood
Blank

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