Hysteria

                                 Hysteria
                          
                     Dreaming the dreams
                          Loosing all hope
                              So it seems
                  Choosing different sides

                                Once I felt
                These emotions of hysteria
                             Then you left
                Now there is the big mysteria

                              Velvet nights
                          Faceless frowns
                                Odd sights
                 It seems everybody drowns

                            Strangers meet
                          Inside my dreams
                                 Dark feats
                                So it seems

                        No more emotions
                            I shall not fall
                            Give me more
                            I will stand tall

                           Repent thy evil
                                I forgive
                         Change the event
                            I do not forget

                   Inside my own hysteria
                            Missing them
                 Well thought out mysteria
                               No more

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Blue eyed beauty

Anaconda

Blue eyed beauty

With hair so white

The one that I thought was true

But we were no pair

You are the snake of my life

Strangling me slowly

For what sake?

What does is make?

Upon the hills of despair

I stand alone

Broken inside

Beyond repair

In a land unknown

Blue eyed beauty

With hair so white

How does it feel to be yourself

Looking in to the mirror

Grasping your own lies

You are the snake of my life

Strangling me slowly

I thought of this many nights

That you brought me many delights

Oh those were the sights

Inside out

I cry every night

Broken inside

Fake outside

Blue eyed beauty

With hair so white

The one I loved

The one I sought

You bring me despair

Indeed beyond repair

Flux

Streamline

Terrified of what is to come

Stranded in my thoughts

Is it really verified

Branded without hope

Just to know the same feelings coming inside

Blaming the outcomes already

Storming the ceilings of this darkest box

Gaining true calmness

Of the forsake result of loss  

I shall not give up

I will not fall

Inside this dream

Or rather a nightmare than a dream

It may seem this is connected

But what is the truth

Where does the key lie

Or am I already disconnected?

It may seem that the events of betrayal

 Are somewhat to do with this

But alas this just be a little part

Of other lies ahead

You the one that left

Have no saying anymore

It was just a theft

As I was praying no more

Left alone

Shattered inside

Calm outside

With a face of no emotion

Terrified of what is to come

Inside this dream

Is it verified

Or may it seem hopeless outside?

How does it feel to be the one

That broke a man that cared for you

Is it even real that other thing that you speak of?

Stared down the endless pit of darkness

It may seem that the events of betrayal

Are somewhat connected

Shattered inside 

Calm outside

With a face of no emotion

Terrified of what is to come

Left alone

I shall not fall

Nor bow to some

You the one that left

Broke me for real

It was a theft

Undone the seal..

A person to die for

Bastardicus

How does it feel to be yourself?

How does it feel to wake up everyday?

Look in to the mirror

Feel the grasp of your own lies

How does it feel?

Making empty promises

Is it even real?!

Faking the words

Inside out

The times of lies and cold emotions

Is already gone

How does it feel to live two lives?

The persons that care

The persons that love

How does it feel..

breaking, lying

Inside out

The times of lies and cold emotions

Making empty promises

Faking the words

How does it feel to be yourself?

How does it feel to wake up everyday?

Looking into the mirror

Seeing pain of others

What was the gain?

What was the reason?

Do feel my pain

Its that season again

When I lie to myself 

That everything will be okay

Sinking in my own pain

Cause your a die for person

But breaking inside

Smiling outside

Feeling the pain

Without a gain

How does it feel to be yourself?

How does it feel to wake up everyday?

Living a lie

Making lies

Breaking people

Breaking yourself...

Ode to Her

One night of changing season we met
was it meant?
I don't know yet
But how it went?!

I was broken down
Sorrow filled mess
Always with a frown
I was less

But you were something else
at first a shoulder to hold on
nothing false
a pusher, to push that boulder off

Strangely it changed with a pace
something to smile on
reason to change face
a hope to run a mile for

season go, season went
a new light was born
was it meant?
a passing night
or was it a thorn in my back?!

You were the light
for my velvet night
I was your knight
It seemed bright

I wanted to take flight
True happiness
Oh it was a sight
To hell with this sappiness

Broken down scarred mess
That's what it is
It's not your blame
It just feels the same

I wanted to be your knight
Show you a different sight
Passing down that light
But that wasn't in my might

One night of changing season we met

was it meant?
I don't know yet
But how it went?!

I was broken down
Sorrow filled mess
Always with a frown
I was less

But you were something else
at first a shoulder to hold on
nothing false
a pusher, to push that boulder off

Strangely it changed with a pace
something to smile on
reason to change face
a hope to run a mile for

It's on repeat
What to do, what to think
It's on repeat
Do I blink or do I sink?!

Broken down
Sorrow filled mess
Without a crown
Always with a frown
I am less...

Rebirth of Love

The sun is rising up

And I am standing up from this hole

Let us run

Let us be whole

I don't wanna be a king and I don't wanna be a clown

But if that makes you frown if I say so now

Let me give you this ring and crown

And I will be your only clown

Lets sing to the sky 

Lets dance in the wind

Just don't cry

Or I will die

Before you I walked this road alone

Sometime accompanied by a toad

no one talked

I just walked

But now that I have you in my heart

I am standing up from this hole

Let us run

Let us be whole

Lets sing to the sky 

Lets dance in the wind

Just don't cry

Or I will die

Let us dance

In this velvet night

I will take the stance

And I will be your knight

I don't wanna be a king and I don't wanna be a clown

But if that makes you frown if I say so now

Let me give you this ring and crown

And I will be your only clown

Let me show you my world 

That is only seen in different sight

Let us go with the flow

cause there is no need for light

 When I look above

In star filled night

I see you my love

And i reach to you with all my might...

sensation

Oh glorious morning
When the sun just came out
I dont need no warning
To understand that this is really fun

Standing on this topless mountain
Drinking from this crystal fountain
Dancing with the wind
Singing with the sky

Oh dont cry
my dear love
Let us dance with the wind
And sing with the sky

As day comes by
And night come out
May I be your guide
To this world in different light

Let  us glide into the night
With our spectacular different sight
I will be your knight
And you will be my wonderful velvet night.