Me, myself and you

The breaker

The destroyer

The creator

And the holder

Always it is I

I am a brat

Always it is I

Just like a rat

I plan and I create

Then you leave

I destroy and I break

I think you deceive

But I'm wrong

Always a child

Always a father 

Holder of the pack 

They don't care

Nor they see

I see every time they care

Every time they help

But when it come to do it auto

They disappear

Is it hard to ask to take notice

Is it hard to ask me

Is it hard to be there for me?

Always 

It is I that creates, destroys, breaks and hold

The pack

A father

Yet a child inside that want attention just like you 

Night

Where is my mind?
Wandering my dreams
What will i find?
So dark it seems

Night in my dreams
So dark it seems
With my awful sight
I will seek light

Sleepy thoughts
Insane fights
Creepy thoughts
Nightly betrayals

Wandering these trails
Where is my mind
A train wrecked of its rails
Where is my mind
Make it rain

All this pain
Backstabing bitches
What will you all gain?
It itches to cut you off

Where is my mind?
So dark it seems
What will you find?
Backstab...

Viciouse cycle
Dreams
Night
Blood
Blank

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Head

My head hurts

I desire too much

My head bursts

There is no dream such

Thoughts

Dreams

Desires

Pain

I am a monster

I write

I don't draw

I am a shadow of my former self 

Lost so many

Kept less

Wandered around

Wondered about

My head hurts

Dream shattered

My head bursts

It may seem

Thoughts

Pain

Desires

Dreams

I am a shadow of my former self

I do not recognize myself

I write only words

No meaning

Draw no lines

Venus

Sleep

Dream

We all are sheep

Come on scream

Come to my feet

Let me command

The black fleet

I demand

My desires

Lovely dreams

Let me dominate

Obey me

Sacred

Sacred thoughts
Entertain my mind
Scared arms
What will it find

Wonderful night
All my scared emotions
I want to take flight
Sacred thoughts

So many wrongs
Almost no rights
Do i even have emotions any?
Oddest of all sights

Where am I now
What do I do
All these questions
No answers

Sacred thoughts
Scared arms
Entertain my mind
I am blind...

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reality

Welcome to my reality

The dream of constant insanity

No place to stay

Nothing to say

Wandering the dark

Feeling lost

Wishing for a spark

Can you read this post?

Echoes in my mind

No place to stay

What can I  find

Nothing to say

Wondering all the time

Is this reality

Pondering my thoughts

Constant insanity

No more feelings

No more ceilings

No place to stay

Nothing to say

Welcome to my reality

The dream of loneliness

Come with me

Always alone

Feeling lost

No place to stay

Is there a inn host?

Nothing to say

Beautiful night

a field of grass

It isn't bright

Nothing to wield

Apostrophe

Here I am again

By a request

What will I gain

In this mad quest

Haven't been here for a while

All cause I could smile

Blinded and thought to be unseen

Stunned by this vile stench

Take a wrench

And hit me in my mind

You damned wench

What will you find?

Calm down now

Look in my palm

Do you see

That guy making a frown

Is it me?

I thought you were my friend

Always kind and loving

But maybe your a fiend

Cunning and cold 

Why am I mumbling these lines

Just like those mindless ones stumbling upon and upon

Paying those fines and seeking their own lines 

Oh the smell. the reeking of rotten desires

Grant me my light

While I stay in this night

Take that wrench 

Just be that wench

End it