A person to die for

Bastardicus

How does it feel to be yourself?

How does it feel to wake up everyday?

Look in to the mirror

Feel the grasp of your own lies

How does it feel?

Making empty promises

Is it even real?!

Faking the words

Inside out

The times of lies and cold emotions

Is already gone

How does it feel to live two lives?

The persons that care

The persons that love

How does it feel..

breaking, lying

Inside out

The times of lies and cold emotions

Making empty promises

Faking the words

How does it feel to be yourself?

How does it feel to wake up everyday?

Looking into the mirror

Seeing pain of others

What was the gain?

What was the reason?

Do feel my pain

Its that season again

When I lie to myself 

That everything will be okay

Sinking in my own pain

Cause your a die for person

But breaking inside

Smiling outside

Feeling the pain

Without a gain

How does it feel to be yourself?

How does it feel to wake up everyday?

Living a lie

Making lies

Breaking people

Breaking yourself...

Ode to Her

One night of changing season we met
was it meant?
I don't know yet
But how it went?!

I was broken down
Sorrow filled mess
Always with a frown
I was less

But you were something else
at first a shoulder to hold on
nothing false
a pusher, to push that boulder off

Strangely it changed with a pace
something to smile on
reason to change face
a hope to run a mile for

season go, season went
a new light was born
was it meant?
a passing night
or was it a thorn in my back?!

You were the light
for my velvet night
I was your knight
It seemed bright

I wanted to take flight
True happiness
Oh it was a sight
To hell with this sappiness

Broken down scarred mess
That's what it is
It's not your blame
It just feels the same

I wanted to be your knight
Show you a different sight
Passing down that light
But that wasn't in my might

One night of changing season we met

was it meant?
I don't know yet
But how it went?!

I was broken down
Sorrow filled mess
Always with a frown
I was less

But you were something else
at first a shoulder to hold on
nothing false
a pusher, to push that boulder off

Strangely it changed with a pace
something to smile on
reason to change face
a hope to run a mile for

It's on repeat
What to do, what to think
It's on repeat
Do I blink or do I sink?!

Broken down
Sorrow filled mess
Without a crown
Always with a frown
I am less...

Rebirth of Love

The sun is rising up

And I am standing up from this hole

Let us run

Let us be whole

I don't wanna be a king and I don't wanna be a clown

But if that makes you frown if I say so now

Let me give you this ring and crown

And I will be your only clown

Lets sing to the sky 

Lets dance in the wind

Just don't cry

Or I will die

Before you I walked this road alone

Sometime accompanied by a toad

no one talked

I just walked

But now that I have you in my heart

I am standing up from this hole

Let us run

Let us be whole

Lets sing to the sky 

Lets dance in the wind

Just don't cry

Or I will die

Let us dance

In this velvet night

I will take the stance

And I will be your knight

I don't wanna be a king and I don't wanna be a clown

But if that makes you frown if I say so now

Let me give you this ring and crown

And I will be your only clown

Let me show you my world 

That is only seen in different sight

Let us go with the flow

cause there is no need for light

 When I look above

In star filled night

I see you my love

And i reach to you with all my might...

sensation

Oh glorious morning
When the sun just came out
I dont need no warning
To understand that this is really fun

Standing on this topless mountain
Drinking from this crystal fountain
Dancing with the wind
Singing with the sky

Oh dont cry
my dear love
Let us dance with the wind
And sing with the sky

As day comes by
And night come out
May I be your guide
To this world in different light

Let  us glide into the night
With our spectacular different sight
I will be your knight
And you will be my wonderful velvet night.

black holes and diamonds

Left alone 

broken down

torn apart

inside out

why do I feel this feeling inside

this hole

will there never be healing

this damn mole... it hurts

Even troubles with rhymes right now

after that effect that they left

without a fight

it was a theft

One is evil yet saint

other is a so called king

but that all is fake paint

oh damn I hear them sing

the night is still young

there is no light among

I will bring the fight

as I shall be the dark knight

I hope they loose their crown

as I show them my fierce frown

I am no clown

I hope they drown

In the pain

they brought

for their selfish gain

it was not sane...

Dawn

I woke up from this insane dream
Knowing that I was broken
Am I really sane now?!
This glowing thought resides after all

No matter the cause
Or aftermath
Lets not press pause
Lets continue with applause

Raising up from the ashes
With newly grown wings
Lets not bash like a brute
Lets see what does this moment brings

Do I really deserve a crown?
I would say no
Oh don't make this frown
I could still be a great guide

Its the time of spring after all
So smile, not matter what
Spread out your wings
That this does not matter

Whose the king?
Whose the pawn?
Just sing!
Its the new dawn

Unify your soul,mind and body
Perfect yourself
This is for yourself
Nobody else

When the time comes
We shall fight
Defeat the night
And bring the light
Like a real knight

Insaniticus

I was standing there
Not being here
Losing my sanity
Breaking my wing

Slowly turning this to insanity

Not knowing what will this bring
Oh my God
What agony

Do I know whats in this bag?
Oh what a drag
It was a big bang
To the ashes...