reality

Welcome to my reality

The dream of constant insanity

No place to stay

Nothing to say

Wandering the dark

Feeling lost

Wishing for a spark

Can you read this post?

Echoes in my mind

No place to stay

What can I  find

Nothing to say

Wondering all the time

Is this reality

Pondering my thoughts

Constant insanity

No more feelings

No more ceilings

No place to stay

Nothing to say

Welcome to my reality

The dream of loneliness

Come with me

Always alone

Feeling lost

No place to stay

Is there a inn host?

Nothing to say

Beautiful night

a field of grass

It isn't bright

Nothing to wield

Apostrophe

Here I am again

By a request

What will I gain

In this mad quest

Haven't been here for a while

All cause I could smile

Blinded and thought to be unseen

Stunned by this vile stench

Take a wrench

And hit me in my mind

You damned wench

What will you find?

Calm down now

Look in my palm

Do you see

That guy making a frown

Is it me?

I thought you were my friend

Always kind and loving

But maybe your a fiend

Cunning and cold 

Why am I mumbling these lines

Just like those mindless ones stumbling upon and upon

Paying those fines and seeking their own lines 

Oh the smell. the reeking of rotten desires

Grant me my light

While I stay in this night

Take that wrench 

Just be that wench

End it

Viņa

Tu ka ledus esi

Manu siltumu tu nesi

Mana vienīga

Īsteni vainīgā 

Kā saule tu spīdi

Jēli es teiktu

Ik brīdi

Caur manu sirdi tu steigtu

Es apmaldījos

Tu smaidīji

Gandrīz nesavaldījos

Ar skatieniem tu baidīji

Tu esi tā vienīgā

Ko vēlos dedzināt

Apskaut

Nošaut

Turēt

Tu kā ledus esi

Skaistākas par tevi nav

Lai ko tu teiktu

Baisākas ari neatradīsies

Lai ka ari es nesteigtu prom 

Tu kā ledus esi

Saldena kā medus esi

Mana vienīga 

Īsteni vainīgā

Mana laimīgā

B

B

Drunken words

Happy thoughts

That is the B

Smelly swords

Betrayed many times

This time I died

Born again

Different person

Same face

I will not seek guidance

Nor I shall forgive

All will pay

As same that there are no rhymes here

Re-imagination

Re-imagination

Why do I still feel this pain

I thought let it be

Stop the eternal rain

Just wait and see

Inside out

Let the cage break

For what did I fought

Let loose the rage

What was the gain

A really high stake

I'm not even sane

While you are fake

Why do I still feel this pain

Betrayed by my own love

Let it rain fire

Fly away like a dove

The nights are dark

Thoughts are gloom

There is no spark

Why did I let it bloom

Oh what a sight

Feeling calm

Yet not sane

You crushed me with your palm

I shall let myself loose

Lose all hope

As your pedestal will fall

And my sanity will crumble

Inside out

Let it be

Let it be

She is the love of my life

She does not want to see

Fly away like a dove

Forget the guilt of my destruction

I'm sad and lost

She is fine and happy

Maybe I'm glad

Show me a sign

She is the love of my life

Cant let her go, not yet

Fly away like a dove

Create your own set

Let it be

Just wait a see

Free of pain

Without gain

Becoming Insane

She is the love of my life

Incoming pain

Fly away like a dove

Dancing in the moonlight

Singing in the rain

There is no sunlight

For the insane

Let it be

Without light

Kisses in the dark

Welcome the night

This is my of story arc

Just wait and see

Becoming Insane

Becoming insane

Are you even sane?

How does it feel?

I think I'm becoming insane

Oh so lovely

Faking my own smile

Laughing inside out

I think I'm becoming insane

Oh so lovely

How does it feel?

To be the one

To blame

It isn't the same 

Inside out

Look into the mirror

You are the blame

I'm not the same

Are you even sane?

No me no understand

I think I'm becoming insane

How do I stand?

I'm becoming insane

Love-struck broken

Without emotions

Laughs only spoken

Smiling

Dancing

Insanity

Profanity

Are you even sane?

How does it feel?

I think I'm becoming insane

You steal my heart away

Stomp it

I smile

Oh how lovely

I have become insane